ERI NAM BODHOY JIBON
Aj meghla akash jno amy abr bisonno kore tulche…parchina kichutei parchina ami nijer kaloswapner kotha bhulte.parchina bhnga moner askara ke sabdhan korte.abr here jachi..bhblm balconyte ese bsle hoyto moner jalata kombe.. nah komlo na borong janina kno etotai barlo j ar beche thkar ses icha tuku nei.na ami karur mukh dekhte chaina sob swapno ami nije hate gola tipe ses korechi .kintu amrto kichu korar chlona setato monami bojeni,bojeni kno tar pgol premik srijat aj take chere kothao hariye gche.sei duswapner din r monamir chokher jol kichu bhulte parchina.keno emon din elo kno aj muck lukiye sobar roktochokkhur sikar ami othocho amr biday kikarone keu bujhtei parlona..sbai mukhe hasi dekhlo moner byatha bujhlona..ha monamir khotka legechlo ,sedn rate hotat kore dekhi amr bari ese amr drawer e kichu ekta khojar chesta korche.ami tokhn sleeping pills kheye ghume achonno.kintu jntm oh asbe tai ami reportta soriye rekechlm.. or na bole asay iche kore opoman krlam oke krn chaichlm dure chle jaak o .o bhlothakuk krn thak karonta nahoy o nai janlo.pagol meyta hyto esb sunle amy charte parbena.jani or jibon onk boro r sekhane amr talikay matro kota din……..
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Eki srijat babu balconyte ki korche matha nichu kore.ekei wthrta aj eto khrp tarmdhye erkm rugi..aj porjonto ja rugi dkhlm ei loktar mdhye ek odvut manushk khuje peychi j sudhu eka thake r birbir kore akash cheye kichu ekta bolte chesta kore..onek kache gchi tobu jante parini ei lalchokhe kiser dukho lukiye ache..nurse jibone koyekbchre onkke dkhlm kintu uni ekm bhinno r eka.jai dekhi jdi kichu bolen ba ajo hyto chupkore thkben ba ruro bhasay kichu bolben..tobu jani onar bisonnyo chokher bhasa kichu ekta bolte cheyeo parena.jai onar kache…..
Srijat babu apni ekhane bose kno?cholun bhitore ekhaner jolo haway apnar sorir aro khrp korbe.ekei erkm wthr tarmdhye ekaeka wheelchair tene apnake ke aste bolechlo apnake aste keu dekheni nischoy..uff mosai apni na bojhen na docyorbabu dekhle amr khete pawa nurse chakri tao jabe..srijat karunsure bollo jano monamio thk emon bhbei bokto amy oi eka chlo j amy bujhto janto kintu aj sob ses chaoa na chaoa sobta..lopa bhbte pareni j ei chupchap manushtar mdhye eto kichu lukiye ache setokhn chupchap hye srijater pithe hat dye bollo ki blchen khul bolun halka lagbe..lopar halka konthosore srijater sombit frlo se bujhte pareni ochena lopake moher ghore aj kin naki bole dlo..se nijer pith thk lopar hath soriye diye sojore bllo sahos kikore hy tmr etokotha bolar?lopa tkhn srijiter kothor sore kede feleche..srijit bujhte parlo lopar mto futfute meytar kno dosh nei borong tari kopal take emn rup nite baddho koreche..srijit norom golay bollo sorry tomay onkkotha bole fllm,asl bolte chainirugno sorirta bhanga dorja dye ektu bairer alo bristi dekhte esechlo..lopa tokhn gongani golay bollo ki hyeche apnar bolunto,kno apni emn byabohar koren amr sthe..ami ki manush na?srijat bujhte parlo lpoa obhiman hyeche se mithel swore bollo ok babah ar bolbona hyeche?acha tumi eto kom boyose nurse the gle kno boloto?lopa kotha kete bollo acha apni kno emon plz bolben ami jante chai goto 2mas dhre jake dekhchi sei apni emon kno?srijater mukhe abr sei chena ondhokar ochna kichu muchk r bristir kichu fota, sebollo bolte pari tobe ekta sorte tumi kauk bolbena karon ei sottota amr jibonk bedhe rekeche..lopao protisruti diye math narlo..srijat tar moner kothagulo bolte suru korlo sondhye tokhn 6ta 5…..
Srijat tokhn bhabnar deshe harie gche tar mone porte laglo clger sei prothom dnr picnic er kotha r ekta hotat kore porichoy hoa meyer sathe kichu bhulbojha bujhir muhurtogulo..din glo bochor glo trpr mukhta onk din dekheni ekdn hotat kore kotha thk oi meytak dekhte plo rastay busrouter samne r trpr kemon kore jno bondhutter bondhon aboddho holo tara..jiboner sobkichu kmn jano eknimeshe poriborton hote thklo,meyti j eto valo bsws hto na prothme onker prorochonar dristite dekhtm bichar krtm oke..kintu janina kno or upr khb bsws hote suru krlo..aste aste amra eto bhlo bondhu hyejabo bhbte parini..colge lfer halka joubon ar bondhutter halka sur mondo chlo na jibonta.eksthe adda-earki golpo marpit tangkichai r oviman jogra sobi cholto...ar ermdhyei amr arkta meyr proti janina kmn kore somporko hlo ..khub bhlobaste suru korlam tak tokhn oi monami kothao jno hariye jachlo ektu ektu kore,,chesta korchlm or songo paoar kintu kno janina aj chena hasimukher monamir mukheo ochna monkharper sur sunte ptm..amr mone the laglo j kichu bpr hoyto na bojhai bhlo krn tokhn ami ishita namok premikar preme habudubu..othocho obakbhbe ajo kintu monamir sthe katano dingulo vulini..kichu mas emn kore katanor por monamik call korlm o jothariti earki mere ishitar kotha bolche,tobu jani o kno jno valo nei jta ami bujhte parchina..emn bhbe pray 8 mas glo tokhno ami premer nagpase monamik aro hariye felechi..ekdn hotat kore ishita amk bolte suru krlo ami naki bodle gchi r ei niye roj jgra porisese premebarthotar muck..tokhn sudhu monamir kothai abr mone porlo abr fire glm or kache priyo bondhutter sobkota dukho vag kore nite…monamik dekhlm nijer kichu ekta lukiye amk santona diche amr pase etota thkche ami hyto prtm na otota..karon ami oke sobkichur goray kothao ekta vule gchlm ba or monkhrper karonta bujhte chaini.saradin amra adda khusite katiye dtm ei koree clge ses hlo r amra porer dhaper porasonay egye glm.majhe mjhe ishitak khub mone porto kintu monami I ekmatra bondhu chlo j amr chokher jol dekhte prtona tai ishitar oi meki premta monamir bondhutter aloke kothao ekta hariye glo..sedn dupurbela khub bristi hchlo r hotat kore monamir kobita lekhar majhe kichu ekta ingit pachlm..odvutbhbe byabohar krchlm sedin bujhte parini or lekhar maneta..r bhbteo ososti hchlo j etodnr oboggar bhbnar majhe monamir ei bprtai tar chokhe poreni..poriskar bhbe bujhte prleo or ei bprtak bhulte bolchlm ektu onyobhbe bujhiye..ei kore kore bodlate na prleo ishitar moto ami monamik harate chaini..tai chupchap abr sei chena bondhutte aro kota bchr katlo…somoyta tokhn april mas tibro grm dekha hcna orsthe krn amdr dujoner university aj alda..monta boro khrp tobu bujhte prchna kno karontaki ishitar na thaka naki monamik abr oboggar chesta…erkm kore aro kota mas glo tokhn ami baire chle jabo sob badhon chire ek notun asay krn ekhn ami puner nami ek jaygay bank management porte chlechi..r echaro monta khb bhlo purono kichu dukho bhule notun kore kichusuru korbo emn ekta vab monermdhye…erkm kore thk sobkichur maya katiye chole jaoar dn hotat kore mone porlo monamir kotha..ei anonde aj chrom bhlo bndhu monamik harate cholechi janina kotha thk ekrakh kalo megh amr chokhe tokhn..mnehlo monamik call kori krn bolechlm orsthe dkha krbo kintu byastotay ar hoye otheni…hyto o mne korate prto tobu ovimani hye kichu blte pareni…eisb bhbte bhbte or sms e chmke uthlm..likheche-happy journey valo thkis…….r kichu lekheni….jkhne aro onkkichu bolar chlo kichu na kichu vbini amio or bpre..nijeke kmn ekta mne hlo…call ta korei fellm sei chena monami aj kmn jno monmora jani or kostota bujhini tobu aj khub kanna pache karon amr jibone orthk apon ar keu nei r or jibone hyto tai………..dkha holo na….
Jacchi chle ami tokhn ishitar sms elo..onkkichu likhlo ..na tobuo ishitar barta aj monk chuulo na monamir bisonnyo mukhta aj khb besi mne prchlo,ki kore krlm eta ami…..erkm bhbte bhbte chle glm notun jaygay notunotter khje hariye glm notunder majhe…bachte thaktam ek sotej jibon..okhane prchur bndhu plm ekdm jomjomat jibon..kokhno mohabaleswar trip to kokhno Lavasar mdhye premer nogori venicer soundorjoer khoj abr kokhno ektu dure marine driver borsa kaler bristi dekha..eisobe kothao jno monamik harate thklm..porasuna r bondhuder sthe ghoraghuri etai tokhn jibon mone hoto..kintu eibhbe kichumas chlar por boddo ekgheye lagte thklo sobkichu itimodhye amr ek bandhobi amk na bujhe opomaner bojha chapiye sobar chokhe khrp kore diecehe..tokhn chupchap bose kichu ekta khb monke kosto dto kichu ekta vabtam bujhte prchlm na bprta asle ki…oi bandhobir opoman na kichu ekta hariye gche jibon thk..erkm bhbte bhbte ekdn bikele cafeteria te bose achi hotat kore monamir msg..chomke uthe snge snge msgta porte thklm..sunlam or chakri hyeche r kichudn hyto biyeo kore nebe…kichu ekta monk sojore nara dlo ami kauk ekta harate cholchi ba hariye felechi sbar majhe….r seo chupchap amr dure chole jaoatak sojyo koreo much fute kichu boleni..erkm kore kichu mas otikranto intern korte tokhn abr kolkatay frbo 2maser jnya..kintu kothay frbo sbkichu hyto onkta bodle gche…eisob bhbte vabte rate ghumate jbo hotat kore ki mone hlo monamik phne kore boslam….aj monamir mukhe onyorokhm sur..khnikta bisonnota kichuta oviman r kichuta katiye deoar bhongi…sedn rate onk vablam ki korchi ki korechi..jokhn sidhante pouchalam tokhn ami nijei nijer kache here bose achi..amr ekanto kacher manushtak hariye felechi……..bujhlam se chara jibone kichu nei ..ja chlo oke chara sobtai moho….jothariti porer dn bhorer flighte ami Kolkata baba-ma ke na janie esechi r janaini monamik karon aj o nijeo amr jiboner ekta onsho…r ormukhe sei surprise peye odvut hasita ami kmn kore vuli…jack esb kore monamir bari glm oto bhutdekhar moto amk dekhe ki krbe bujhte prchlona..erkm kore proti weekende dkha r adda mara suru korlm jano notun jibonta ekhn hater muthoy…2mas dekhte dekhte kete glo bujhtei prlm na….jaoar age seser din ebr kichu ekta boltei hobe monamik nahole onk kotha na bola ye jabe esb bhbte bhbte ghumtai holona…pordn skale oke msg kore sobta janalam krn etodn bade o ki bolbe janina..r ami chaina amr chokher jol o dekhuk……….sedn r or kono sara sobdo nei dekhe oke call kore bslm……dekhlm o kadche pagoler mto jekhane o ormoner khrplagagulo kokhno dekhato na…o sei ajbaj bhasay ultopalta kichu bollo..trpr or mukhe ovimaner sur vulei to gchli ,amkto ekhne ekla rekhe gechili nijer sukh sondhane..ki hlo na holo khojonisni..eikore bujhlm o ajo bodlayni ajo ache amr hoye ,amr sure ajo gan gay or mon..emnbhbe orsthe kodn katanor por abr pune r frusatating jibone frlm…monamik aj boddo valobasi r o amr sobkichu r bkider poroya nei ..eisb bhbte bhbte porasunateo ek jed chle elo.. clger DIN deke sesdn resultta jkhn hate dlo jibon tokhn sarthok amr..oke msg korlm firchi ami kolkatay nami banker bhlomainer chakri peye gchi ami ebr siggir tui amr hobi…
Firlam nijer bari firlm nijer premikar kache….jibon ta bes rongin hoe uthechlo..sobkichu eto valo jachilo jno swapner ichedanay pari dichlm dur thk sudure…erkm kore aro ekbocchor otikranto…khub chap ekhn office e monamik somoy dite prchina kokhno rege bokeo dichi…emn bhbe kichu dn cholar por hotat kore ki j hlo ekdm bichanay pore glm..doctor lokhhon bhlo na dekhe kichu test korate bollo oto na bhbe koriei nilm testgulo..monamik bollam kintu monamiro kajer chape bechari ekhn tothosho…trpr pordin bkele report gulo paoar por jibonta thomke glo paer tola thk mati sorte thklo,ekdine ma-babar kanna onyodike monamir fekase bisonno mukhta mone hlo,thakur keno eto nisthur tumi?kno amr hate besi somoy nei priyojonder jnya?kno amr jiboner ses eto kache..ami bachte chai bachte chai monamir hye…eisob bhbte bhbte kokhn jno sob abcha hye glo ami songahin hoye porlam..jokhn chokh khullo tokhn ami hospitaler bed e ar kotogulo oporichito much ukijuki marche amr porichoyer khoje…amr hate report dekhe doctorbabu bollen amr kache r bsidin smy nei leukemear r last stage khub siggir hospitale bhorti the hbe…sedin jokhn bari fire esb hiseb melanor khelay here gchi r klanto sorire ghumie porlam..tokhn hotat kore monamir agomon…drawer ghete kichu ekta khujchlo o,jani o sobbojhe tai hyto ese prthme amr report guloi chokhe porbe tai sorie rekehechlm..jokhn ghumbhnglo tokhn dekhi or nispap mukhtay chintar chaya…kintu aj nijeke bodle dilam ,okothyo bhasay ja noy tai bollam oke..bollam chaina tomay,sahos dilo k ekhne asar?grina kori tomay…esb bollm kikore nijeo janina tobe eta thk ekjner bhlobasa aj nije gola tipe ses kore dilam krn ami chaina amr mrityusombad oke ektuo ahoto koruk,ami chaina o amr soke sarajibon eka thke bidhobar bes nik..karon jani o amk kotota bhlobase aj nijer jnyona or kopaler upr khb kanna pelo tobu kichu bollam na dekhlm o chole glo….pordin sokale ami THAKUR PUKUR CANCER HOSPITAL er bed e……………jibon mane ekhn sunyokhata r mrityo mane ekhn nijer bhanaga kobor………………
Srijit babu osud khaben na?????dekhun apnar kotha sunte sunte aj koto deri holo…ei swabde abr bastober sombit firlam tokhn samne notun kore paoa ek nurse bondhu lopa,j saradin amr seba kore krn jane amr kace ekhn mtro ekmas ba tao nei…… jothariti lopa osud diye fire glo kintu aj lopar choke kichu ekta dekhlm seta sohanubhuti na amr bhanga otiter golpe ekatotta bujhlam na……………
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Srijit babu eto kosto peyechen othocho etodin badeo uni emn kore ajo tar premikake mone koren..bhogoban tumi eto nisthur kno?aj janina amr khub ksto hche jkhane jibon-mrituuta amr rojkar chokhe dekha…sekhane amro aj karur kotha khub mone porche………..hyto okhaneo ei golpotari ek punorabriti chlo……..nahle eibhbe moinak kmn kore…………thak………………………….sob golper ekhanei iti……eri nam bodhoy jibon
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---MENAKSHI GUHA---------
